Cupcake...

I took this cupcake test from Yasmin's blog... I thought it was fun as long as you don't take it too seriously.

Your Cupcake Says You Are Your Own Biggest Fan

At parties, you tend to be laid back and even a bit shy. You are an observer. You have a fair amount of restraint in your life, but you don't go overboard. You let yourself enjoy life. The most important thing in your life is passion. You are dominant, vain, and a bit of a show off. To know you is to worship you.

The Cupcake Test

Word for the year 2009

I had decided to not pick any word for this New Year.
It seems silly to use just one word as your guide/goal for the entire year and besides I am no where closer to realizing the goals (Love for 2007 and Balance for 2008) that I had set earlier.

Even though I realize that time is constant and unaware of any units that we may use to define it with, I had high hopes as we crossed this milestone but just one week into the new year and I am feeling worse than before... everything around me, built by me is tanking... my work, my relations, my home... nothing is where I expect it to be!
So I did decide to pick a word to be my constant guide for the year....

P E A C E

When I am agitated or disappointed a very dear friend often reminds me:

‘There is nothing outside you that disturbs you’.

Using this saying as my inspiration, I’d like to find peace with in me and then hope to be in peace with my surroundings. At this moment I feel at a loss, as if I have no control over anything and I am worth nothing... truly despicable, completely replaceable...
I feel that way within me and that’s how people around me feel about me, I hope to feel better about myself in this passing year and when I write about my journey through 2009, I hope it ends on a happier note...