Dealing with change...

It seems change is on my mind a lot lately. Leaving our home, our friends, our village of people, leaving my job… somedays it is too much to handle, I wish I could undo things but life only moves in one direction. You make a decision based on the circumstances given the options in hands and then you move on from there, you can never go back. A curiosity remains about that other road that you didn't travel on… the door that closed on you forever.
There is nothing right or wrong, good or bad, its choices you make and you live with them for the rest of your life. Sometimes the fog from the past catches up and finds you pondering the 'What ifs' of the life bygone

Change means replanting your dreams…

Uprooting well established gardens and taking flowering plants to new soils. Some old ones will thrive, some would die and new ones would germinate.

It’s intimidating and exciting at the same time. Only that you value the most and those who value you will stay and everyone else would be shed. Its a renewal process

The biggest adjustment that you need to make when making a change is be patient. Deciding to change is not like jumping in water and seeing for yourself if you'll sink or swim… its waiting patiently on the edge testing water, dipping your toes in them and then watching them dry while the right moment plays hide and seek and that eminent jump of change remains elusive.

Things happen at their own time and most of the time when all hopes are exhausted but the undeniable faith remains… it will work out for the good.

I'm a small piece of puzzle that will travel to various corners and will be squished and prodded but will eventually fit into the big picture…